September 17, 2013
Ephesians 3:14-20
It’s
a strange thing that something as powerful, as intimate, as comforting as
prayer should be fraught with so many problems!
What
should by rights be so easy, so natural….is anything but.
We
each, without much effort, could tick off a rather long list of our own
“problems with prayer.”
There’s
the problem of thinking we know too much about God, for example. There’s the burden of theologizing everything--so,
if God knows everything already, why should I bother to tell God anything—as if
“new information” is something that even exists for God? And if God is starting to answer my prayer
before I even pray it, what’s the point?
There’s
the problem of finding the right place, time and posture for prayer--not to
mention maintaining a discipline of prayer in the midst of so many other duties
and responsibilities and distractions.
There’s
the problem of finding the right words for prayer (this is God we’re addressing
after all!) Which prayer is more
thoughtful and sincere: the prayer you
have painstakingly written out ahead of time, or the prayer of the heart that
springs forth unbidden…a prayer you can sigh or even groan?
There’s
the problem of getting in the right frame of mind for prayer, clearing away all
impediments to prayer, opening the channels so that you and God can really communicate.
There’s
the problem—the fear actually of boring
God with our prayers (though honestly, I have my doubts as to whether “boredom”
is something God is even capable of…)
There’s
the vexing problem in our religiously pluralistic culture of praying in the
proper name, with the right credentials.
Is the phrase “in Jesus’ name” like our password or heavenly PIN number,
that magically unlocks the door to the heavenly throne room? Does God even bother with “To Whom it May
Concern” prayers, or are those automatically deleted and sent to the divine
recycle bin?
There’s
the problem of prayer’s commonality, we might even say prayer’s profanity…the
fact that any Tom, Dick or Harry (whether they ever darken the door of a holy
place or not)….anyone can just toss up a petition with a “God I sure hope
you’re up there” address. As Anne
Lamott observes, prayers of thanksgiving are something even atheists and
agnostics utter when they’re not thinking about what they’re saying. But doesn’t that cheapen prayer?
There’s
the problem of competing prayers and competing “pray-ers.” Visiting the Gettysburg Battlefield last
month we were reminded, time and again, that the Union troops and their
Confederate counterparts all pleaded with the same God to grant them victory in
battle.
And,
really, we could go on and on and on.
How is it that we have so many problems with the profound, gracious gift
of prayer?
And
then there are problems with prayer that fly way under the radar…like the one
that lurks in our prayer of the day.
This
venerable collect, discloses another surprising problem with prayer. Look at it with me once again, especially the
first line: "Almighty and everlasting God, you are always more ready to hear
than we are to pray, and to give more than we either desire or deserve….”
Now
we get the part about God always being ready to give us more than we deserve—we understand that part
in spades.
Miserable
worms, ungrateful wretches that we are….we never deserve anything God gives us,
even when we may have accidentally gotten prayer right for a change. Even when we’re at our very best—all our
righteousness is as filthy rags, don’t you know? Our Lutheran guilt—guilt that burns like a
pilot light, according to Garrison Keillor--our Lutheran guilt keeps us honest
about that.
But
the phrase that’s been eating at me since I saw this prayer in a worship
service on the eve of our ELCA Churchwide Assembly….the word that bugs me in
this venerable collect is that word “desire.”
Almighty God is
always ready to give us more than we desire. Did you catch that?
We
don’t even know what we want from God…what we need from God? You’d think that we concupiscent, sinful
creatures could at least get desires
straight—but no. We don’t even know
what we want!
And
still, God fulfills those desires and then some! What’s with that?
The
key may lie in our text from Ephesians 3, another passage that’s gotten under
my skin and made me ponder for the last ten years or so, especially this
line: “Now to him who by the power at work within us is able to accomplish
abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine, to him be glory in
the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations, for ever and ever. Amen.”
There
is something about “imagination” churning around in all of this…..imagination
about ourselves, imagination about God and imagination about the things God aches
to give us and the whole creation.
So,
we probably all have our “to do” lists and our goals lists and our “bucket lists.” We may think that these encompass our
desires—but do they? Does God’s Word
here invite us, as usually happens, to dive even deeper?
In
the Gospel of John, the first time Jesus speaks, he asks a question of two
would-be followers….and I think it’s one of the highest, widest questions in
the universe: “What are you looking for?”
I
wonder if our prayer of the day, when it reminds us how God is always ready to
give us more than we desire
or deserve….I wonder if this prayer beckons us toward Jesus’ haunting question: “What
are you looking for?”
To
suggest, as this prayer does, that we don’t even know what we desire of God, isn’t to say that we have failed
to draw up our Sears Wishbook lists of “stuff we’d really like to have someday”….
…but
it is to suggest that when we
pray, we will do well to approach prayer as people who have taken the time to
stop, look and listen to Jesus who is forever asking us: “What
are you looking for?”
Imagination—incarnational imagination!--therefore,
is integral to the practice of prayer—isn’t it?
Imagination about ourselves—“What are you looking for?” But more importantly, imagination about
God…maybe with the counterpoint question in mind: “What is God aching to give me, to give us,
to give to this whole hurting world?”
However
we answer that second question, we need to say at least this much: God
is always aching to give us more.
I’m not too worried about boring God with my dull prayers, but I do
wonder if my too-puny, too-small prayers often disappoint God.
Because
the picture of God that is painted in this prayer of the day and in the
Ephesians passage, is of One who is forever saying to us: “Is that all?
Is that all you expect me to do?
Why are you so sheepish about asking for more?”
Friends,
what if the biggest problem with prayer is that we’re always low-balling
God? What if the sort of prayer we want
to be aiming for is the biggest, most audacious, as the Brits would say the
cheekiest prayer we can imagine?
And
in this regard we would do well to take the Lord Prayer as a jumping off
point. It starts, you’ve certainly
noticed, by asking for the Big Stuff first—right up front. We pray for the holiness of God’s name, the
coming of God’s kingdom, the doing of God’s good and gracious will “on earth as
it is in heaven.” What more could we
ask? The rest of the Lord’s Prayer
simply fleshes that out, albeit quite briefly!
So
here’s the image of God I want to lay before us in closing: picture God looking us right in the eyes and
saying to us: “Hit me! Hit me with your
very best—your wildest, most bodacious petition—ask for my holiness to
prevail, ask for my strong and gentle rule over all things, ask for heaven to
come down to earth, ask for me, my very presence…just ask for me to enter your
life, forgive your sin, wipe away your fear of death, turn you toward your neighbor,
and make you and all things new.”
I
don’t know. Can Lutherans learn to pray
like that?
We
can, as we sweep away most of our militant modesty, our contentment with ‘just
enough,’ our perennially low and painfully realistic expectations….
We’ll
want to get a little tipsy on God’s grace to pray like that, but I think it’s
in our genes.
For
if Father Staupitz was right when he asked Luther if he thought he could out-sin
the grace of God….perhaps it
will be just as right for you and I to ask ourselves: “Do we think we can out-pray the abundance of God?”
Given
the challenges and changes we face in this unsettled, unsettling moment in the
life of God’s church, I believe we need precisely such prayers—such big, bold,
bodacious prayers for all that God has in mind for us and the whole
creation---we need such “more, more, more” prayers….now, more than ever.
In
the name of Jesus.
Amen.